clussy: ÉĒᴄᴏɴ ʙʏ ÉĒᴄᴏɴsꜰᴏʀʙÉĒᴛᴄʜᴇs (ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ) (𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚎)
eddie kaspbrak ([personal profile] clussy) wrote in [personal profile] litup 2019-11-18 04:40 am (UTC)

well. yeah. but you're pretty so technically speaking there's probably a lot of people who would want to kiss you?

but i think i can narrow it down yeah lol. i cant believe ben got the balls to kiss you i kind of am impressed i wont lie to you


(The Ben he knew shook and trembled if Bev so much looked his way. Eddie was oddly proud of the guy. Granted he didn't realize that it had taken the dead lights seizing Bev to get him in motion, but well.

Weirdly enough what she says makes him smile just a tiny bit. He knows they're not talking about something pleasant here, but he'd been so long without Losers that he forgot how...much Losers always just got it.)


you know what? that's exactly how i feel about it sometimes too. it's like at some point you might as well just start living for yourself
thats what being a Loser is all about isnt it?
we're always gonna be pissed on by people no matter what we do
in some ways that sucks but i think in a lot of ways it gives us power too
cant really fuck up if the world already sees you as a fuck up

you're not being stupid beverly.
this shit is really confusing sometimes
i mean. what exactly about it makes you feel gross??



Really?
(No, actually, you know what? Eddie's not as surprised about that as he thought he would be. It reminds him of the conversation he'd had with Chloe and what she had said about why it was easier for girls to be around him.)

im glad you feel safe around me bev. you deserve to feel safe around at least one guy.
i feel safe around you too. i know thats kind of weird for a guy to say about a girl but
i mean it. i never feel like you're trying to make me feel small or force me into something thats not me. i dont feel choked by your love

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